And I’ve seen what you make for money and I’ve seen what you do for fame. I’ve seen what you do to make people like you and I’ve seen what you swallow to ease the pain. I’ve heard what you say out of malice and I’ve heard what you spat out of spite.
But none of these things make you happy because not one was done for love.
back then when i did have pe. i didn’t really like it. but now that i don’t have to take it anymore. i miss it. i miss the weekly runs where when i do feel stress from school i can run it off. i’m so out of shape and everything. on weekends, i want to go take a run off to somewhere but i am afraid to ask anymore after that one time my parents thought i got kidnapped and everything. and when i do ask, they always say why don’t you just run around the track or on the treadmill. running on treadmill just doesn’t feel the same as round around the neighborhood. same as track, i’m just running in circles. i want to run and look at the scenery. i need some fresh air in my system. i ran on treadmill today and i felt really tired after like 10 minutes and couldn’t keep on going. felt like collapsing so i ran, walk, ran, and walk repetitive for around 40 minutes. i kind of wish i took pe 3. i don’t know. just a thought.
I’m so out of shape too. -.- I knew it would happen. I don’t even walk home very often anymore, so the only exercise I ever get is like walking to buy food after school. And every time there’s some kind of activity in class that requires a lot of moving around (like Fruits Basket or kendama!) I become sore the day after.
Stayed after school to help tutor for CAHSEE again. :] Didn’t have to walk home because my uncle drove me.
Subs for Bloody Monday finally came out! :DD I just finished watching the first episode. I’ll probably have to wait another week before the next episode is uploaded. In the mean time, I’ll be watching Samurai High School (also starring Miura Haruma~! :D) and maybe continuing with my Taiwanese dramas, if I feel like it..
Ok, I think the J-Bowl team has been decided. Though Ajay cannot be reached at the moment. ._.
So we’re going somewhere this summer, because my mom has a bunch of miles that expire soon. She wants to go to Europe. I’m not really interested, but then I’ve never been to Europe before. :\ But I’d rather stay home and have a normal summer.
We might be going to LA during winter break.. to look at colleges, probably.
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Your saturation level is medium - You’re not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it’s required of you. You probably don’t think the world can change for you and don’t want to spend too much effort trying to force it.
Your outlook on life is brighter than most people’s. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You’re not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up. the spacefem.com html color quiz
Stayed in Okano’s room after school and was the last one in there. I was considering staying there until tutoring, but I was thinking about how hungry I’d be after tutoring.. So I went to that bakery in the Paloma Plaza. It turned out they’re not really open because they’re “focusing” on the noodle restaurant… which doesn’t make much sense to me because that plaza already has like three different restaurants that serve noodles. :\ So I just went to Tapioca Express instead. Nothing to make a filling snack there, but I bought yam fries anyway. And then I ended up buying milk tea too. I’ve realized that I often regret going to other places for food besides Subway. :|
Finishing calc homework early is always very liberating~ I finished Japanese homework while watching Heroes. I think I’ll start reviewing vocabulary before I go to bed.
2. took a soccer ball to the stomach today cuz our team couldn’t afford to lose.
3. ordered boiling crab to-go and the guy wrote my name as VEGATH. that’s the most ridiculous misspelled verson of my name EVER , EVER . thanks kevin, glad your name was so easy to spell.
4. michelle transfered back to silvercreek, yay ! saw her today :D
Go Vega~! :D I literally laughed out loud when I read 3. Sorry. xP Today, the cashier spelled my name as “Tiffamny,” but that’s probably b/c she accidentally hit the key nearby. :x I saw Michelle at lunch!! :o
I’m looking through the pictures on the facebook group “My school turns into a lake when it rains. What can your school do?” I’M SO JEALOUS! It looks so much fun to get your school get flooded. =( Damn evhs for being on a hill.
“It doesn’t matter what the world thinks, nor what your parents think. If you don’t like yourself, even if the world loves you, then you need to become a person whom you like.”—Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge
Surprised myself this morning by waking up at 10. o-o
Spent the day finishing APUSH homework and continuing to watch My Boss, My Hero, which I haven’t touched since summer. I only have one episode left. :] I want to start the new drama, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge. Such a long name! >< YNSH works I guess, but the English title of the manga is Wallflower. I tried reading it, but I wasn’t able to get far. I don’t even think I finished the first volume. xD Anyway, Kamenashi Kazuya, Tegoshi Yuya, and Uchi Hiroki (haven’t seen this guy in forever! :o )~
“Your flaws are beautiful. They’re what make you stand out. Don’t try to be normal, perfect, striving to be something or someone that you will never accomplish. Be annoying, be quirky, be different. In truth, it takes a hell of a lot more strength to resist, than to go along with the flow. Stray from the path. What anyone else thinks doesn’t matter. Let them be boring, let them be the same, as unnoticeable as the people around them. Wear flowers in your hair, mismatching socks, and thousands of multi-colored bracelets. Press all those damn buttons in the elevator, and piss off everyone around you. Have fun now, because there’s always plenty of time to be boring in the future.”— Andrea Chiang (via quote-book)